For a while now i was beginning to think that i have stopped being such a jealous person. Something tells me, however, that i was wrong. My jealous habits aren't nearly as bad as they used to be, but i was obviously wrong to think that they were gone for good. Maybe it's because i havent had a reason to be in a long ass time. I hate jealousy, though. I absolutely hate it. It makes me feel petty and, a lot of the time, hypocritical. It bugs me. Me being ridiculously indecisive also worsens things. I'm not sure where i was going with that. But I guess its human nature to be jealous sometimes. I wish it wasn't, though. I get worked up over the stupidiest things and my temper sucks. Like right now, i shouldnt even feel jealous, but i do. I'm dumb.

And, as i learned last night, someone started a pretty stupid rumor about me. That's never happened to me, and it sucks. Boys take situations and escalate them into shit that never happened, and then they make other people look bad in order to make look themselves look better than they actually are. You know, it's not even worth it. The person i'm talking about is a complete douchebag and, honestly, i don't think i would feel that bad if he drove his car into a ditch or something. Maybe that makes me a horrible person, but he is too. So it evens out.

On the other hand, i have managed to bring my AP Pyschology grade up to a B.
And i actually get to play some softball tonight.
I've learned that the good always overrides the bad.